November seems to be the month of me choosing to try new things. Small shifts in my awareness and my actions are leading to some really big changes.
I’m not at all comfortable and I constantly want to run back to what I know. And yet, I’m curious to see where this all takes me.
It also helps when you’re loved by people who have listened to you complain for YEARS, and while they’ll support you no matter what, they’re so ready to hear you tell different stories where you aren’t taking on the hurt of other people.
So today, I treated myself to a new, smaller-sized notebook so that I could use my creative practice to focus on these small shifts and choices that I’m making.
Sometimes there can be a lot of emphasis on doing really BIG things and not enough attention on all the little things that make up and lead to something larger.
I’m changing that too.